Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Why is it hard to change?

Why is it hard to change?

Well it been hard for me it on going thing for me to do and that’s no lie. Every day I am changing you see when you have to change. It’s never good satisfying to your self and sometime to others as well so it hard.

When I was in my group home I was there for a yare and during that time I have changed so, so much and I can see it and so do a lot of other people, but when I was in there I was rood to other’s and I just did not care And that was the truth.

I was always on isolation there and that were if you do something bad that you have to ware a orange vest and you can’t talk to any one and you see that was hard for me and I would be so mad at the would no just at all times I hated you and me and at that time I was on a lot of different pills because they say that I was bipolar and that I was very depressed but then all of the sudden I got my Stuff together and I don’t know I when though a lot of bad times in that place but I will say that I have changed a lot I am no longer the same in some ways in most I am the same but in the most important things I’m not the same.

There was a big step’s that I had to take to do all that I did I was the meanest in there and as soon as I did good I got out and now I’m here so that’s it for me I’m out……………………………

missy 4p

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

It is hard to change, keep trying

Anonymous said...

nothing is hard to change?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Anonymous said...

Because if we have no one to help us will just stay the same, thats the main reason but then I bet you get people telling you well we tryed to send you here, and there and give you drug tests and your still messing up. but you "can" change you can go as far as the gates of hell but if you really, to heart want to change you'll do it you just have to be strong enough.

Anonymous said...

Its so hard to change because maybe its all you have known your whole life, thats why it is so hard for me to change.
Crime and Drugs is all i have known my whole life and sometimes you have to completely detach yourself from all the bull crap and set your mind straight and keep staring at that goal.
Getting out of the System.
I went to a group home for 6 months was out for a month and when to RoP for 9 months, It took me awhile to finally want to change. But once you want to, Its easy.
Keep Your Head Up.
-Nathan

Anonymous said...

i think that sudden switch ups of environment can definitely cause change in someone.

Morgan