Impossible Dream
I would probably have to say an impossible dream I have would be to change my parents. They have never been there. They are compulsive liars and careless people. My mom has never mentally been there you know? She is a huge alcoholic, pill popper and relies on guys to make her feel better. She never was all the way there and now she is worse off then ever. She is going into rehab again but it won’t work. She never cared what I did or when I did them. I could do whatever I wanted which was good at the time but now I’m paying for it. She lives in a trailer park with her abusive boyfriend now. I sent him to prison and she told me she wouldn’t take him back. He came back and she went away with him and left me to fend for myself. My dad lives in Oregon and doesn’t ever try to see or talk to me. Maybe once a year he will try to get me up there and try to give me money for love. They both are losers. I wish I could make a difference to them and help them but they don’t want help and they never will. So the impossible dream would be for my parents to change, be good people, and just care about me and be in my life. That will never happen and I will be lucky to have them stay alive for the next 5-10 years. It sucks sometimes to not be in control of changing someone. I live with my aunt and uncle now though and it’s going good! Who needs parents right? …I’m not very good with sarcasm. Haha peace.
-Kesha
10 comments:
I'm in a similar situation. I was taken from my mom at 5, and my dad was in prison for drugs. My dad has rarely been there for me. And he's still doing drugs. I'm proud of my mom though, shes been clean for 3 years and is off probation! Anyways, sometimes life hands you a crappy deal... And all you really can do is make the best of it.
things never are exsactly the way you want them to be maybe thats just how your being tested to see how strong of a person you are or will be you know that feeling you got when you were young and wanted something really bad thats how some or most people are thats what makes them weak they spend to much time whinning and not enoughf fixing there problem if you can get past this or things like it and find the good in the bad you'll be fine.
don't worry about them because you have you aunt and i think she love you because i was with my aunt too
I guess that I don't get why you say who needs parents because I've never had anything wrong with my parents. You can only change yourself, not your parents. You can only influence others.
Anthony
Hey nothing is impossIble if you set your mind to it stay up and keep on keepin on, thanks for everything you have done for me.
Mark
You're a tough person! I didn't know you have this going on in your life. Don't let things you can't change bring you down. There are tons of people here at summit that care about you. -regan
I'm sorry that happened that really sucks i have never had that happen to me but i probably can see how you feel.
Landon
kesha
you are a strong person and im glad your here and you are the strongest person i have ever met and im glad you are my friend...
~jess
you are a good person even though you lived a hard life at first, just because you can't have your dream doesn't mean you can't be happy stay positive-Noble
I'm sorry about all that. No one deserves to be treated like that, especially by your parents. One thing I know for sure, you are one of the greater people in life.
-shalee l.
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