Friday, October 31, 2008

Today was a good day. Except, I’m way tired and exhausted. I’m sleeping less than 5 hours a day, and going to group is too overwhelming, especially without coffee or some sort of caffeine. I really miss my family and my normal life. I can’t wait to go home and live the life of sobriety and be with my loved ones. My obsession over drugs got way to out of control and it turned me into a person I didn’t want to be. I’m learning a lot in my program not only about who I truly am, but about how drugs alter your mind so bad you turn into a different person. If I keep doing drugs I will ruin my life and destroy all of my relationships with my friends and family. My friends and family are very supportive of me and they help me a lot with not relapsing. I thank my family and friends for everything they’ve done. I can’t wait till I can go home and show my friends how much I appreciate them for getting me help. I’m so thankful for having a support system. Well, gooooodbye!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

good job cassie, glad they are helping.
-nathan

Anonymous said...

that cool i hope your true to what your saying because you could have that all if you want to you know that i know you do so keep doing what your doing and be good
melissa

Anonymous said...

hey cassie i think that its good that you can notice that this is what going on and i hope that everything works out and you get to go home. i hope we can be friends because i know its hard to do it by yourself.


-jess :D

Anonymous said...

im sorry thats what happened to me too and it sucks so bad

ben

Anonymous said...

I think the best way to show you love your friends and family i to remain sober. Just think of how much they love you and how much they would hurt if you got high again. Well written.

Nick B.