Friday, December 12, 2008

Matthew asked us if we have ever had a dream of something that we know we could never achieve .
And I said no I have never had one of those dreams but I have had dreams about some thing that I won’t and I know I can’t have it.
Like when it comes to love or like a crush. See there is this crush that I have had for a while know and nothing has happened and probably never will witch is fine and all.
But see I have dreams that he likes me or that we are dating and that’s all I have dreams about.
How dose it fill? It sucks because when you like some and you know that nothing will ever happen just is a put down in so many ways. See I like people for there character not looks or all that other stuff. I like a person for how they are and what they stand for and of coarse the way they are with words and how they treat me and others.
See I’m not too hard to please that’s all I’ve to say on this topic.

What about you have you had a dream that you cant achieve ???

Missy
Impossible Dream

I would probably have to say an impossible dream I have would be to change my parents. They have never been there. They are compulsive liars and careless people. My mom has never mentally been there you know? She is a huge alcoholic, pill popper and relies on guys to make her feel better. She never was all the way there and now she is worse off then ever. She is going into rehab again but it won’t work. She never cared what I did or when I did them. I could do whatever I wanted which was good at the time but now I’m paying for it. She lives in a trailer park with her abusive boyfriend now. I sent him to prison and she told me she wouldn’t take him back. He came back and she went away with him and left me to fend for myself. My dad lives in Oregon and doesn’t ever try to see or talk to me. Maybe once a year he will try to get me up there and try to give me money for love. They both are losers. I wish I could make a difference to them and help them but they don’t want help and they never will. So the impossible dream would be for my parents to change, be good people, and just care about me and be in my life. That will never happen and I will be lucky to have them stay alive for the next 5-10 years. It sucks sometimes to not be in control of changing someone. I live with my aunt and uncle now though and it’s going good! Who needs parents right? …I’m not very good with sarcasm. Haha peace.


-Kesha
My dream was to be there for my kids when they are born, but that didn’t happen. I got put in DT when my daughter was born. I was on the way to the hospital, and I went into the emergency room to go to here room. There were two cops waiting for me in front of her room. I got arrested a foot in front of the door of where my daughter was getting ready to be born at. The cops were so disrespectful to my family because they made a big scene in the hospital; They slammed me against the wall and cuffed me. I felt like a bad father because I couldn’t be there, so I just didn’t know what to do and I still can’t live it down. It tore me down for a long time and every time I think of it makes me fill bad and like crap. So if my daughter ever asks me “was you there?” I’m going to have to tell here no because I got arrested for something stupid.

Josh
Impressing

What is the point of just saying the good things about yourself when you are trying to spark up a bigger relationship? If it’s going to be a short relationship, and you know that, then just the good things about you is good, but if you want it to be a long relationship, you should say the good things about yourself and the bad things within bounds.

I don’t like to have short-lived relationships, so I like to tell people things or let them know over time so that they get used to me. I would let them know if I like them and let them have the option of making the relationship bigger.

At the beginning of any relationship, there is immediately some trust and relationships usually need a lot more trust. I’m not good at giving that trust, so I don’t get to deep into the friendship of others. I feel like going any deeper without giving them more trust would be like invading their privacy.

Anthony
My Plans for the Future..

Well, my plans for the future, first of all, are to graduate highschool and get out of the system. Second, I want to go to college and get my bachelor's degree in psychology, then go to graduate school and get my Ph.D. I want to hold studies where i analyze humans and animals behaviors. Yes, that means using rats testing new medications and what. In becoming a research psychologist, I will most likely teach at a prestige college, where I will teach all my theories and what not. Also, I plan on getting married, but never having kids. Kids aren't my thing. Oh and today is my birthday, I am officially 18 years old. Yeeee ! Oh and tomorrow I'm going on a home visit, tooo excited :)

Cassie

Friday, December 5, 2008

Today is Friday and I am so excited for this weekend. I get a home visit. Yay! I moved up to level 2 in my program. I get more visits and phone calls, soooo that makes me happy. Plus, that means I’m closer to going home. I miss my family and friends so much. I hate my program. I hate school. I hate it here. I absolutely hate it. I can’t wait to go back to my real life with my real friends and my real family. Next week I’m going on trek, which is a backpacking up the mountains. Ehhh, it sucks, but atleast it’s only for 2 nights. Mmm, well anyways I’m listening to this song called Bullet and a Target and it’s my favorite song right now. It’s just about how we put ourselves in bad situation and so does our society. Well, I’m going to go peaaaaaaaaaaace!

Cassie
Sergio
If I was to win a million dollars I would donate 5 million dollars to the feed the children fund. I would want them to use the money fair and provide them with food, money, clothes, and shelters. I want them to build them a school so they can learn and have some sort of education so they can know how to read and write.
With the other 5 million that I keep I’m going to buy a huge mansion for my parents and I’m also going to buy them a car. Then with the rest of money I’m going to buy me a nice little house and a whole bunch of clothes and shoes and also a car. In my opinion I think money is the best way for charity because, money can buy anything from clothes, food, and a house and also medical attention if they really need it.